poetry

He pried my mouth open with his eyes. And right before it all spilled out, I took a deep breath, preparing myself for certain death.
~ zara taylor
i want to say something relevant...
that moves you and shocks you into openness
surprising even yourself in it's magnitude and brilliance
i want to write it for myself
to wake up
but i cannot
and all my poetry
to ink your skin with my skin
has become my undoing
filling the most pregnant of thoughts with too many words
spilling into the sort of mess you can't undo
I remember the girl
Who set fire to curtains with candles
It was all about mood lighting
Back when
Every face was a poem
And I studied each line
With the curve of my spine
My heart like a child's
I was living inspired
And the world was just waiting
For me to arrive
I remember the time
When my mind was so open
And I was just hoping he'd be the one
Then my body turned numb
From all of the lovers that robbed me
Stealing poetry ripe from my body
Line after line
With every curve of my spine
A part of me died
Now I'm letting you go
Take my youth
And all of the beautiful words that I gave you
Now I'm letting you know
I'm at a loss
But I'm grateful I no longer crave you
The thought of you is a dream
that I can't touch
I almost had you once
To lose you twice is too much
There's nothing more real than the feelings I feel when I hear you open up
The joy is surreal when I let myself steal a moment of your lust
And I'm trying to decipher the road from the path
One is lower and darker
And one's light brings me back
Now I'm older and stronger
But I'm still an empath
You're the wood
Im the water
More like a sponge bath
I just want to soak you
Sink through you
And watch you expand
Coming back to me harder
And softer and wiser
Through the lines of your hands
We will float on the level
More than once and a while
We will flow back to shore with the rock of my thighs
And you'll kiss the land
And I'll touch the sky
If only I could reach you
In this dream of mine
I wish I could write you a poem
Something you never heard before
But all I want to do
Is escape into your swimming silence
Entwine my naked self
With your breathing skin
And rest there
Knowing in the morning
Your alarm will wake me
Softly into the world
By your striving eyes
Wanting more.
My roots are naked
My flesh is ripe
I’m opening daily
Delivering at night
So if you’re ordering inside
Your fortune’s looking bright
I’m expanding on levels
Far out of sight
But I’ve never wanted to be seen
Like I do
Right now
Cause vulnerability IS POWER
And I’ve unveiled a flower
Pulled back the layers
Let’s manifest
Like a prayer
Rewrite the stars
Let’s get super charged
Stand by our hearts
You can lean on me
Reaching to be free
Cause I’m steadily unstable
And I plan to break the table
This box
Has been reshaped
Cause I wrote the mix tape
And I’m dancing
All
Over
It
Cause I am
So
Over
It
I wanna scream
With love
I wanna scream
In frustration
But it doesn’t have to be a
Bad thing
Or some out of reach temptation
Cause we can make it a
Transcendent kinda thing
Where we change a nation
From the rage
We grow up
And own up
To the mistakes we’ve made
Cause when you plant roots in a dirty mess
And grow the shit out of your self
It’s called being BLESSED
And I’m watering this garden
Completely obsessed
Gratitude alone will grow this
Watch me
Bloom
Even my roots
Can change
With the temperatures
And it’s getting hot in here
So I ask
You
How about we plant a garden?
One by one
Cause I’m just getting started
Love
Qu'est-ce que je vais te nommer?
Je vais te nommer l'amour
L'amour tendre
L'amour qui chant doucement dans mon coeur
L'amour qui danse lentement dans mon coeur
Sans logique a la raison
L'amour et moi
Nous sommes un
Nous sommes un
your rhythm gets me in
to the pockets of your skin
and i'm thinking
there's a thin
line between fucking yourself
and a night on the town
cause i'm going down
to the center of my chest
to find that smoke was left
from the last time you shot me
and without rest
my love lingers
down those dark streets
of our memories
as you sink in
to meet me
for one last cup of coffee
Oh, wondrous life long brilliant affections, how sweet she moves me unto tomorrow
To rise again in all this openness
Oh, the humility, our bodies burning and not our own
It seems fate, we are mortals and have nothing, nothing!
We are not owners, but drivers
Crashing frames of destiny, full belly and heart, beating to the drum of time...
Where are we going? What more can I leave behind? But the "I" and this day, but a day!
Oh, wondrous day, this breath, to be!
Crafted by magic
Forgiveness and compassion
Two soulmates determined
You were meant to happen
Like a light in my heart
You turned off the dark
With visions of love
A dream soon to come
Born from the healing
A second chance revealing
True love had a path
And found it’s way back
You are the gift
The seed of believing
With hope comes new life
Living and breathing
Worthiness
Is not a gift
We’re born with it...
I wish I could go back in time
I wish that I could press rewind
To love myself
To love myself
These are my
fallen lips
for they have licked the skin of lies
and kissed the eyes
of men I never loved
These are my
guilty tears
for they have filled my heart with blame
so sharp they stabbed
the child I used to love
I danced with the words
for years I heard
Never the same
Never to escape
Your prison
Your punishment
Of imperfections
The lies that made the mask
These eyes that lie in glass
My hair and ribbons
Unlock my bones
for all the old
is caged inside them
And I will die without new blood
and I will die
Without self-love
Your voice is a lighthouse
Your arms like a harbor
That once housed my skin
To safety you call me
Words, rocking me softly
"Love, come back in"
I've been floating alone
On an ocean so cold
Losing sight of the sun
I stopped believing in one
Till I heard your song
And remembered my own
Your warmth lit the path
Started leading me back
To life on an island
You're every symbol of this
The beauty, the depth, the dynamics
The kiss
Made up of a mouthful
Of silence
Of bliss
Home is where you are
So deeply I miss
And now that you've woken me
Back to my truth
I will thank you forever
For just being YOU!
When you saw me naked for the first time
and it redefined the look in your eyes
like I just blew your mind
When the touch of our lips
felt like jumping off a cliff
It was so fucking freaky
When falling was just another word for flying
You fell for me
Knowing that newness would turn into a memory
You asked "Will You Marry Me"
I was taught the hard way
That I was born a dreamer
Life showed me it was dangerous
To live as a believer
Still somewhere in my heart of hearts
I've never given up
Still wishing on that fairytale
Someday when I grow up
My soul still dances when I walk
So that I know I'll never stop
Dreaming of the perfect love
That tastes of wine
And lights me up
Call me a fool or call me brave
I'm not always sure
It depends on the day
But I rather live a life half full
Than fear and regret I never dreamed at all
